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The Lonely SoulA lonely soul,
Left to rot.
It starts to die,
After it fought.
It broke in two,
Then to four.
It was left scattered,
All over the floor.
It finds another soul,
It thought it was happy.
Until it realized,
The soul wasn't with it.
To this day,
It hopes and prays.
That sometime soon,
The souls will come together...and stay.
breathe softly for memy dreams of you are saturated,
as briefly, hotly alive as flame.
i want to explore your sweet hand
trail lightly over your knuckles and down to the very tips of your fingers,
travel the lines in your palm like crooked country roads.
i want to put my face in the warm secret of your neck
run my hands over every juncture of your body
the in-and-out of your waist’s curvature,
the cord of tendon in the crook of your knee.
i want to kiss the innermost part of your thigh
the tender skin taut over the pelvic bone
press my lips there
and murmur with my eyes shut that
oh god, i love you.
Let Me KnowI can’t tell if this is love or inspiration
or the songbird’s melody fresh in my ears,
woven into my heart.
My heart is like a woven basket:
each treasure stowed carefully;
but no basket is fool-proof.
That’s why this feeling can’t be identified-
my basket is bursting at the seams,
and it’s getting a little too heavy to carry.
I need someone to share these treasures with,
Yet I fear this is
So help me.
Let me know if this is love or inspiration
or the songbird at my window.
Let me know this is love
and ground me
because I am a helium balloon
with a big fat smile ac
2.05from ashes you rose,
and to ashes you will return,
skin ripped from muscle
and muscle from bone
i will watch you burn
and laugh as your fingernails,
still red with my blood
melt into your skin
yes, i will burn with you
but at least this fire knows
no other woman's touch
and at least death
tells no lies
My lost taleI watch
He’s the reason why
He hurt me
relicsi shouldn't need reminders that you exist
littered chocolate wrappers
the dull warmth of library seats
stray threads from your skirt
incomprehensible scraps of study notes
your name on the notice board
and effusive laughs from other rooms
make me quite warm inside
NevrozaÎnchide-mi ochii și fă-mă să cred că ești adevărat
Întunericul nu încuie lacăte pentru totdeauna
Lacul de unghii nu vopsește și inimi
Ce e cald rămâne roșu
Albastrul e pentru marțieni
Și pentru diminețile reci.
Nici zațul nu poate să-mi mai vadă viitorul
E crunt, e-amar
E un coșmar în cămașă de noapte la semafor
Așteaptă să se facă verde.
Dacă nu poți trăi fără iubire
Te voi ajuta să ți-o imaginezi.
falling in love on SkypeI first met you on Skype,
our conversation kept going from day to night.
Our hearts beat like a drum,
as we came together as one,
we confessed our love to each other,
as we fell in deep love for the first time.
Speechless from meeting each other,
we blushed as red as a cherries,
wishing that we were side by side.
But month later,
seeing each other one last tine,
you turned off your Skype,
and stepped out to the war.
my tears kept flowing a thousand time,
my heart shattered like broken glass,
as the rain poured, it cover my pain.
My once cherry cheeks are now stained with tears,
will they ever go away?
as everyday is a miserable day,
LoveAs darkness from the deep abyss
As a sweet angel's kiss
A dream, a fear, so far, so near
A desire, a need, so dim, so clear
One's daydream, one's love
One's hand, one's glove
A journey of a lifetime, capable of incredible feats
A fight eternal, to find the missing puzzle piece
9:02scenes of war radiate over us, leaving your skin aglow
my heartbroken limbs cling to your lanky side
I cling to you for fear of falling, fear of losing the breath from my chest
but your lips, unforgivably soft, giving the kind of kiss that begs for more
my breaths fall into you as your eyes fall just as heavy
volume up to keep sleep at bay, effortlessly I fit into your arms
gaps in shutters leave space for skyline light to creep
slowly light begins to turn to grey, invading our 2am skin.
My heart throbs as you draw close
Blood roars through my body
I feel butterflies flutter inside
My breathing picks up
I feel slight panic
I never know what to do
I smile back
You close your eyes
Lean toward me
My butterflies tickle more rapidly
I lean down to meet you
Our lips meet
I wrap my arms around you
And sink into bliss
See me insideI would tell you how I feel
If the courage I had was real
I should tell you but
I keep my feelings locked in a ceel
Every time I have you in my Grasps
I let you go
Scared of what will happen
Scared of what you can know
Only if you could look inside
What's on my mind
The feelings I hide
Love is goneLife is over
Buried in hatred
Love is gone
He has won
But there is hope
For she is still alive
Yet I am not
Love is gone
And she is still there
Where I stood
Before the end
And she mourns
And I cry
For I know she and I will never be
And he knows too
As the tides die
The moon hides
Yet she is still there
Love is gone
And I lose
But she does not
And I can be happy
To know she is safe
And when that day comes
I will be happy again
Love is gone
You want me?I want your loving embrace
It took me a lot to know this is the case
I don't want my love to go to waste
And be left alone with a bitter taste
I feel your passionate words surround me
Slowly but surely they fill me with glee
I want to do the same for you
It's something I have to wait to do
Be careful, my father can be mean
And I can't date till I'm 16
You sit the and patiently wait
You desperately want to be my mate
Sometimes love seems too scary
You act like I'm the one you'll marry
If I concetrate, your almost there
Is it bad I want to hide that I care?
If so I apologize
I find it hard to be wise
I love you
Yes I do
One of the only things i
The Internet is BoringThe Internet is Boring
keys are warm on my fingertips.
tap. tap. reach to my right. click.
selfishness. such blind selfishness.
there is heat everywhere and
it seems my forehead is the sun.
i don't feel well. i've slept too long.
and i have the same two pages
open and littered with information
that will most certainly enrich me.
my spine is tight against itself
as if cringing from an oncoming
blow. i drift in a state of something.
the sun in my head blazes hot.
in its orbit are millions of bright
and colorful planets: dusty clumps.
all the vitamin c in that plastic jar
couldn't wake me or mak
sun, you're too yellow.
sky, you're too vast.
collapse. blanket me.
greyweather, find me.
cold wind, bind me.
oh, how i've come to miss it:
the chill of your calm.
meant for more; settled.
screamed for adventure:
cowered under clearness.
i am still just as scared.
and all those times i was
all those times i had been
standing under home's skies,
i knew there was something there.
someone stood there with me
under the same skies i had loathed:
the skies i begged to dissipate
into blues and whites of tranquility.
in greyweather, a voice
cuts through heaviness
Busride, Busride.Busride, Busride.
hop up the steps
look for you - him
wish i were dead
blueness - ignorance
feels good to regress
blue sugar, blue fire
fall through the floor
for those eyes betrayed
pass on now, pass on
sit in that back seat
it's where you belong
alone and very cold
fray your self-esteem
while they're all laughing
when their pity is false
see the hair on his head
above the se(a)tbacks
move on now, move on
draw broken hearts
split down the middle
it's the frosted window game
dead center - dead soul
myself turned her back
tears on misery's shoulder
here - a century later
it doesn't seem
robins move through mulch piles
eager for their worms
stealthless birds reveal themselves
red breasts become beacons - breathing
and i feel a forgotten lyric
like stumbling, fevered words
and a hand thumbing through me
searching for fossils - gold
the tears that swelled here
in the dark valleys of my eyelids
have long since watered deserts
but their teeth still hurt - pinching
impossibility can't be quenched
and my wolf's mouth devours them
the red and redding robin birds
fated to fly no more - grounded
as i digest this mind i've eaten
i come to taste it is my own
grass blades speak
The Pain ChangesThe Pain Changes
the pain changes
i try to wipe away the clouds
but i can't come close to reaching them
the hurt expands
across my dull horizon now
darkness calls to hold my soul forever
the rage enflames
it's not worth holding back now
anger always finds its own way out
the infection spreads
i only desire the unattainable
as i lie here replaying his calm voice
the sadness festers
wrenching tears from my eyes
as if they were rare, precious jewels
the silence confines
it's so boring in this tiny box
but i just can't let my sick self escape
the road falls away
my aspirations have been lost
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