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empty without your
familiar ground, and exhausted from
standing so far away, my beautiful
home. muffled are the moonlit
cries of wolves as my harsh
yearning does nothing
but snow inches upon
inches and ice-over all
the hurt i had held so
tightly against me,
stumbling through the
present. i want to turn
and wander back to you,
oh homeland, oh frozen one.
how i miss your cold embrace.
I've Changed (poem)I've Changed
i change the color of my eyes
for my world looks so askew.
maybe i'll feel better if i'm
violet, red, or blue.
i change the color of my skin
to blinding ivory: snow.
every winter clings to me
and i want everyone to know.
i change the color of this room
to kill the normal: insincere.
if everything is fake,
i have nothing left to fear.
A Question of WorthA Question of Worth
i'm begging myself to give up.
i'm begging you to pretend.
the wash of days, the pain of
your eyes, is poisonous.
i am furious. i want to loathe you.
i am heartbroken. i only want love.
the burden of these emotions
seems to be rotting me away.
i wish i could have saved myself.
i wish i would have ignored it:
the cascading volume of your
voice: like a stereo in my memory.
i've been running in place, my love,
and you've begun to resemble a curse
rather than a sweet opportunity.
please, someone end this hurt.
hatred begins to plague me.
if i can't love you, anger will help
to cleanse your rubble from my heart.
you're not worth it. you're not worth it.
Happy RebirthdayHappy Rebirthday
you said no.
i finally stood up
from the shadows,
and you said no.
we were on the eve
of a glorious morn.
now our morning
is my mourning.
my hands shook
and my gaze averted
from the deep pools
of your sacred eyes.
and as you made
no move to stop,
i followed you to the
door. it closed on me.
the answers aren't real.
you haven't given me all
of what i wanted yet.
i demand a better ending.
i am so tired of the drag
and drop of the sun
through the days i wait
for you to come around.
oh yeah. oh yeah."
fade. a new song begins.
Classics of the UnrequitedClassics of the Unrequited
unreachable one of my tortured heart,
don't mock me with your glances.
when our eyes meet, there is only less
hope in my head left for us.
i've come to see that behind my planning,
behind the "maybe" and the "tomorrow",
i am deathly afraid of you. so please,
come to me only with affection.
this is my second winter of hunting.
you are gorgeous, my prey. you are wild.
and through the ivory, clouded winds,
my hands tremble only to hold you.
it's too cliché, isn't it? perfect in flaw.
you're the football player with your pack
of ravenous little minions: friends,
and i am alone.
and so i wait. and i watch. and i wait.
the days filter through the hallway windows
and rest their heads on the pains panes.
my cold, dry patience fades to hopelessness.
deep beneath it all, i know it won't end well.
i know you're going to tear my heart
and leave me forever unrequited.
i know that one day i will despise you.
do you even care?
why is it t
Persistence: The Ache of OptimismPersistence: The Ache of Optimism
inside the sanctuary of optimism,
our galaxies clashed in crowded hallways.
i spoke, and you looked away, ignorant.
i tasted the sweetness of simplicity
in our out-of-body conversations
and i can't help but want to hunt you.
your coyotes cackle and bark,
their mouths dry: their heads brainless.
the laughing can't stop me. it can't stop me.
sometimes i wonder if i've got you
in the lovely trap of my glances, my smiles,
but the tide just keeps turning: shifting with the wind.
i overcame my fears! i vanquished the
little voice within that stopped me from pushing,
fighting forward to your voice.
oh, the cascade of sand.
like an hourglass. like wind-whipped deserts.
the sound of your replies is like candy.
i am in love with the chase. i need to
hang on. i just need to cling a little longer.
"i just wanted you to hear me say it."
so tell me, quickly before the final bells sound,
do you love me too? can you love me back?
my powerlessness stings
like the winter air
that still plagues my worn heart.
the past is like a wound,
throbbing and burning.
sometimes i wish i could have
gone deaf for just one moment...
i begged for the future to take me
to a place where scars
melted into smiles and happy eyes,
but the snow shows me no mercy.
my monologues won't save me,
especially when no one will listen.
my poems can't deliver me
to the heaven in your arms.
you ARE my happiness.
sometimes i wish i could just
tie you down and make you hear
my words as they reveal my frustration.
more than anything, i want to catch you
in my net, in my trap, in my gaze
and place a kiss upon your ethereal lips.
i want the fireworks of our firsts to light the way.
i could look at you
for the rest of my life
and never want to stop.
an endless world is painted
like softness over invincibility
in the irises of your bright eyes.
i stood for a thousand years
inside shadows of fallen leaves loves:
reread their pages until erosion took the words.
i could trace my hand
over the curve of your jawline
for as long as my muscles would let me.
you, so (dare i say it?) perfect, emerged
from beneath the bitterness, the ignorance,
i held so dearly: like a jewel, like a stone.
all the hurt that had laced my iron cage
evaporated, and the hate i bore simmered
into calmness, simplicity, and a new best friend.
i could lie in your arms
for a million star-dressed nights
and never tire of your embrace.
and though my mind can deceive me,
i like to think that you're gong to be
the "one", the "actual", the "realistic and perpetual".
i could love you forever.
the fire that sparks between us
could burn, high and strong, for eterni
Dark TonesDark Tones
grey of winter.
her soul coughs out
the poisons that simmer
within the rising white banks.
ever-growing is the thought
that something is beginning here.
these hallways smell of life:
a calm drowse laced with noise.
the windows are fogged
with my breath. i'm standing here
so still, my eyes searching: wild.
connection! i need a connection!
i hunt for silly, stupid things.
things i know will not satisfy me
things that can't satisfy the hunger.
i yearn for simple glances smiles?
dark tones, low music, they hum
like brown, dry leaves on the wind.
the winter to begin the trend, the cycle
starts with the reverberations of your voice.
Tras la nubes siempre va estar el solMe encuentro otra vez aquí en mi casa con mi nana, hoy tendría que ser un día que tendría que compartir con mi familia, pero, mis padres todo el día están trabajando, tal parece que se olvidan que tienen una hija.
Hoy es 24 de diciembre yo al ser apenas una niña de unos 6 años me e percatado de que crecí sola pues como ya había dicho antes mis padres nunca están cerca de mi.
Yo me encontraba sentada junto a la ventana en un sillón cerca de aquel enorme árbol de navidad que alumbraba aquella noche que para solo era una noche común y corriente, en la cocina se podía ver a mi nana preparar la cena, yo no entendía porque preparaba la cena si las únicas que estarían en la mesa seriamos ella y yo, estando sumergida en mis pensamientos escuche una voz
¿? - Isabella, ya ven a cenar
Isabella- Ya voy nana
Lo único que hice fue levantarme del sillón y
The Girl and the Goat I was once so devote
To one whom the angels have hand-wrought
A worship that was prevented, by a robot goat
I struggled to unchain my throat
Which was bound for I did not believe myself a big-shot
I was once so devote
Soon I was ready to cross the moat
And leaped over, as if moon-shot
A feat that was prevented, by a robot goat
Once again I pre
insert creative name hereI wanted to be with you
But here I am
Left alone feeling blue
What's a girl to do
Without her boo
who's gonna be by my side
through the long ride
through thick and thin
I miss you on my skin
when all is dead & gone
Will I still be your swan?
Do You Love Me?Together forever we will always be.
True friends don't you see?
No matter what believe me its true.
No matter what I will always love you.
As time passes on its way.
Listen to the words I say.
Nothing can separate the friendship we share.
We will be there for each other, to love and to care.
Siblings, Friends, or Lovers, its all just the same.
Don't says its not true, don't says its lame!
Nothing will separate us or ever keep us apart.
Cause you will always be in my heart.
Can you see how I truly feel now?
I know you might be thinking "How?"
Kindness is the answer, Love is the key.
Friendships will always be filled with honesty.
So will you be my friend forever?
Even if it may be impossible to be together.
I wish it was possible to be something more.
But if not, I refuse to close that possibility door.
Come with me tonight.
Come with and dance with me in the moonlight.
Will you now understand and see?
I love you, do you love me?
Why Don't You Love Me?Do you know?
How much I care for you?
Did you know?
That the love i have felt for you is true?
But I know you don't love me
You don't love me at all
You know how plain it is to see
The love for somebody else and she has it all
Why is love such a painful and hurtful thing to know
Why does the pain stay and happiness go?
I try so hard to be happy for you
But nothing happy can stop me from what I feel I should do
Why do you care so much about me?
What does it matter if you don't feel the same?
Why must you love her and not see?
How long i have been playing the waiting game.
I wanted to tell you for the longest time
But I was to afraid of being rejected by you
But now I already know you would anyways and its a crime
Because I knew it was too good to be true
Love is so hurtful and painful
But yet it somehow keeps us alive
But sometimes it hurts and wounds the others so
That it makes me want to die
Here to StayI know I may have lost the way.
But believe me when I say.
I love you a lot and im here to stay.
Remember the good times and forget the bad.
Be there for me when Im sad.
Know with you I will never be mad.
Will you love me the way I love you.
Believe me when i say its true.
I wish you would love me too.
You are always so kind and nice to me.
You make me happy don't you see?
You have opened my heart and set it free.
So lets play and have a little fun.
Or maybe don't bother cause I would have won.
Just then tell me how you feel and then its done.
Come with me today.
Please I really hope you feel the same way.
Because of you, I'm here to stay.
Afraid to go near
Feeling only fear
Not a single word
The world will heard
My mistakes of up and down
Try to meet in the middle
A room for common ground
What I can prove is little
It can be the last
If my time runs out
If only I act fast
Maybe I’ll figure this out
The lady I can’t reach
The lady I won’t set free
Let your heart see and hear
You’re the woman I only dear
Love at first sightThey say love can bloom at first sight
I was not one to believe until that night
When the cheer and fun was to begin
My heart beat strong and began to win
Even our meet our talk began to last
With dreams, likes and the past
We both began at in a place of insanity
But then walked towards our paths of humanity
Our family friends and thoughts
And the many things we were taught
So when one says there is no love at first sight
I say to them that they are not very right
Because I was the girl who fell in love at first sight
Poems to AsylumOde to Ju
You who know the face of love lie,
for I have seen it
A face of love and delight,
Her skin smooth and delicate.
Her eyes of care and passion,
Her voice soft and gentle,
Her hair beautiful blonde that frames her face,
her temper delicate and fragile
Sarah, I love you.
This Isn't Me
Shall I compare ye to a summers day?
I think not, for it isn't me.
So what of winds in may?
For it is now and I am with you.
For heaven shines in your eyes
while hell shines in mine,
without another they both fall
So long they live, so shall our love.
For the hate of poetry my affection is double,
I love you Sarah, I hope this poem see not rejection.
Never AloneNever Alone
i'm not alone; never alone
the tears hide under stones
it's time to find myself again
leaves heal my broken bones
done counting forward
it's time to count down
tape up the wounds now
dust off my rusted crown
time, you've held me steady
but your hands must untie
because this time, my old friend,
i'd much rather live than die
digging out of hell, i scream
scaring away those feelings
here's to killing confining walls
and lifting blood-stained ceilings
anthems ring from treetops
and the windows reopen to see
how the clouds reveal their silver
how this door has opened for me
this is sweet compromise
forgiveness will break my chains
and i'll banish these memories
only to burn away my pains
the bridges are rebuilding
while i've got more to cross
i'll find them when i get there
all overgrown with moss
days will keep their pace
and i'll leave oceans behind
i'll embrace what i can grasp
existing without trying to rewind
i'm not alone; never alone
Red Letter Day - Prologue
So here I am, writing.
I’m writing, I’m writing – just as you told me to.
I’m writing, I’m writing, I’m writing.
Have you ever noticed that when the sun goes down, this flat changes? It does. The walls are white during the day and lingering brown at night. During the day, I’m with you and the light from outside paints the walls that heavenly color. But when that sun goes down, the demons wake and I’m alone again, even though you’re just a room away.
Somehow it seems less threatening tonight, and I think it’s because you’ve given me an assignment to try and fight off the darkness. You gave me a stack of papers and a pen and told me to write everything that comes to mind.
It’s a strange feeling to have complete freedom. These empty pages are mine to do whatever I please – I could even wipe my ass with them – but they’re also terribly intimidating. The blank page has always been a nemesis of man. It&
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