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9-8-11
10 stanzas

i'm pushed between cracks
drowning deep within sidewalks
where people like to crush me

AGAIN. AGAIN.
IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN.
MY BRAIN CLAWS OUT OF MY HEAD.

la, la… no one cares
give me a gun to end my ego
send my ashes up in the Minnesota wind

AGAIN. AGAIN.
IT WON'T FUCKING STOP.
LEAVE ME ALONE. LEAVE ME ALONE.

come back, teacher
come back, wielder of salvation
return to me and to my constant decaying

AGAIN. AGAIN.
TORMENT AND LAUGHTER
LURKS BEHIND EVERY SINGLE WALL.

no one's here to save me
and no one's here to kill me
i am a cloud in a sky of planes

AGAIN. AGAIN.
I AM BURNING

Far From GoneFar From Gone
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8-28-11
3 stanzas

parts of me were dangled
like ornaments in the winter
on the trees over this pavement

my shoes land in my old footprints
and there's a piece of me still buried
under the paths my feet have worn

i've climbed this hill a billionth time
but i'm not ready for the final trod
this place is far from being gone

WildernessWilderness
blank/free
8-25-11
7 stanzas

boars know not of their backsides
how the stench disrupts the feeding
of the swans in their clear pools

you are a lazy, paranoid loser
who needs to get up off his ego
and be the man that i yearn for

a foul and fouling decision slithers
near: at the heels of my quiet feet
silent in their efforts to stay free

i will laugh with my greatest friend
who i've missed laughs with for ages
for a Time that drinks me like millennia

the snake that sheds its tired skin
will be peeled free of another grip
another deadly wrap that constricts

you'd better get your fucking sad act
more together than i

Paradox: ExistParadox: Exist
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8-25-11
5 stanzas

you're getting married, i guess
and i'm not invited for receptions
because i'll be lying cold and dead
in arms of loathing and frustration

you're looking at my chest
seeing the lovely gift you gave
silver wings and beating heart
a pair that let me soar higher: free

you're… You're Not Embracing Me
though i dream often of your arms
wrapped here in familiarity's hug
your fiancé forbids such salvation

you're waving goodbye to me
after such short, awkward laughs
you say your signature farewell
and i feel tears well in my eyes

you're there in my memories
and, friend, i miss

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Desktop Screenshot - Badass Eurekaby *Befera

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another wallpaper change for me xD
i tried to make one of renton and eureka last week, but then i saw a wallpaper using this vector of eureka [originally from animepaper.com] and i was all like "GAH I NEED TO MAKE MYSELF A WALLPAPER WITH HER FACE ON IT"

so here it is xD

the texture is from `cloaks

i think after this i'm gonna do a new FijuBef. it's been SO DAMN LONG and i kind of want to nostalgia it up and see if i can do something cool with it.

we'll see what happens when i get bored of this one, i guess. xD

~Thunderr777 Jan 19, 2013

Is there a place I could find the actual wallpaper?

*Befera Jan 20, 2013 Student General Artist

nope. i made this using a variety of images. i wouldn't feel right giving it out to other people, as it's made of a bunch of other people's work. :\ sorry.

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