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Wake of the ClosureWake of the Closureblank/free11-2-1110 stanzascurtains fly as you slip away.the quiet lingers here againover my shoulder
like a fog:dark and grey and blinding.a heavy gloom whispers to mewith a voice i'm required to obey.i dive deep into pools of sorrowsweet like old, familiar smells.my past dangles from my ankleslike wedding cans along the road:crackling, burning, simmering therewith their big "we miss you" eyes.i needed so badly to gaze upon youand press open an unseen smile.my sickness strangles me lovinglygathering the happy hurt in my lungs.flashbacks seed my consciousness.times in your house and at the parkflicker in my mind's empty theaters.this new life is just a fucking dream.it was all just yesterday, it seems.like tomorrow morning you'll comeand we'll go back to how it used to be.we'll return to the consistency of old.oh, god, i'm giving in to the disease.i'm lying down to be battered by it.this journey forward has been taxing,and
SweetheartSweetheartblank/free10-30-119 stanzasand i cried when you called me "sweetheart"as you rested your hand at the backof my head where all the memories gatheredafter you'd beaten them back with flames.i miss your voice, though it had wrappedme in resentment time and time again.but i still remember warm blankets of affectiondraped around me like your arms had been.the girl whose voice reverberates nowthrough the plastic of your phone's headis a child. she will never be "your helper."i will always be the best you've ever had.my jealousy grows spines and pinchesat my eyes and my impulsive fingertips.i've begun to watch again: searchingfor hints that will confirm your misery.yes, part of me is glad now to see it:that you're getting what you've deserved.for so long i had wanted to escape youand your anvils that weighed upon my back.i've got someone so much better now.yes, i say it to you bluntly: sharp.so who got the short end of the stick?who's come out on to