Yes, the gloriously long HSJNT version 7 is FINALLY COMPLETE! xD I started it january of last year, so I'm pretty sure this proves my intense skill in laziness. AND I love dA for letting us poor insignificant weaklings have skins. xD So Fucksgiving is tomorrow. The 26th. O,,o Pretty weird, I know. xD I personally think Thanksgiving is a really pointless holiday, but at least it gets me out of school. ^,,~

So I have good news and bad news.... The good news is that... well ya know "Diaphanous" [a.k.a. Zach]? xD He's kind of mine now. xDDD Basically, after the whole "incident" a.k.a. AWESOMENESS that I managed to work up the courage to do on friday, I freaked out. All weekend. x,,X And monday was a little awkward for a while, but then he and I started writing little notes to each other on my notebook in algebra class [lawl algebra class...] and it turns out that he never even liked "The Drone" a.k.a. Mary. That, and he has apparently had feelings for me since school started. o: So wtf, I was being all pessimistic, and then everything turned out perfectly. xD Like how I said I was gonna edit the other journal and I just made a new one? xD CLASSIC BEFERA MOVE.

The bad news is that I now have to spend the entire weekend [minus friday] with my retarded family. Dx Piss. Why not friday, you may ask? Well, I'm trying to make plans to see Zach. >,,> Yippee. I wanna rant a bit, so get ready for some crazy ramblings here....

SO.... on monday during my free period, we wandered off into the epic darkness of the auditorium, and long story short, we snuck up into the lighting balcony and let's just say Befski got some face time. xD The only issues are that he's kind of a wet kisser [o,,o] and he tends to want to rush a bit. xD But with some simple "practice" -wink wink- xDDD that can be easily dealt with.

Another thing that's really amazing is that he hasn't like... told me straight out how he feels. But I feel like I don't need him to, because he and I already have a pretty strong emotional connection, and when he kisses me, and even when we just hug in the hall or something, I can FEEL it. I can feel the emotion and the passion there, just from his arms around me. It's unlike anything I've ever experienced, and I hope it lasts.

So yeah I'm gonna try to hang with him on friday, as opposed to sitting in front of this computer all day. xD Unless anyone has questions or concerns, that's about all I've got to say.

BUT.... I'm gonna be working on The Homeland this weekend, hopefully, and expect some more poetry at some point, cuz it's bound to explode out of my mind any day now. xD A huge WAVE OF EPIC POETRYYYYY.... OH SNAP. xD

And remember everyone: Don't beg for things. Do it yourself, or else you won't get anything.
["E7: GN,ST,YL" comes out on dvd in febryary. be prepared. xD]

-[a very happy]Befski